No nap.

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Time just slips away while I am tinkering or researching or... whatever. I'm okay but I doubt if I can make it to the 14:00 appointment. Or, whenever it is. I might yet get out a bit this morning though.

I keep remembering the times where things all fell apart. When nothing seemed right, people all seemed wrong, and even I was off the tracks. These songs seemed to sum it up.



A little of this music would sometimes be needed if I got shut down too hard or 'done wrong' to get me ready for the final song's intent.

In spite of how life is now, and has been for some time, back when I would usually get things going again pretty quickly. A week of the blahs led to a new woman, different vampire party, or travel. Now, while Dave and I disagree, his vid pretty much explains what would happen after I got tired of being a crazy captain. I've liked women wherever I have been, even France, though actually Scotland and Germany (and of course the US) where my favorite places. Women are women no matter where you go. Didn't like English girls, even though there accent knocked me out. Just not enough of them that I... liked really well. Maybe I was in the wrong places at the wrong times though.

I just have to get going. I'm ready for more trouble. I just have to go out and find it.