Something just isn't working.

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A little after 6:00 and I'm still up.  I won't overstay another day.  That is just plain hard on me.  I seem to do it mostly effortlessly, but my heart... yeah, it takes life away from it.  And the sleep after?  While good 50% of the time, this last good sleep... the back of my throat is still sore from snoring.  Hah.  I bet the girls HATED me.  I let them sleep with me too.  No, it is nearing bedtime.  I hope to get to work today, but I am making no promises.  Simply put I'm beat up, more so than I thought, from my trip to town.  Carrying two or three hundred pounds of good around, driving here and there, just trying to stay awake... yeah... it got me.

Never mind.  I am still going to do what I can.  And if not today, Sunday, then Monday will see the digging and gravel put in.  The rest will happen sooner, I think.

I had meats I had forgotten about.  Pork chops and beef strips plus hamburger from my last grocery shopping trip.  I had meant to break them into smaller packages and freeze.  All but the hamburger was bad.  And yes, I sniff, poke, pinch, and really test meats, especially hamburger.  Not really because it will make me sick, but because cooking it stinks the house to high heaven and I have enough problems.  I cooked the hamburger, pretty sure it was good.  Yep.  And I made an excellent melody of spices to mix in with it.  Usually I use allspice when I want a bit of interest.  And I did again.  But this time I added just a little bit of cinnamon too.  Now, cinnamon is usually to drying for my tastes.  It dries my mouth out something awful.  But the way I did it, it worked perfectly.

Hmm, I best get that in the fridge.  I have decided, rather than to keep looking for glass/ceramic freezer items, that I am simply going to buy the disposable ones.  I quit.  I can find glass ones that are good for everything but stove-top, but they don't come with lids.  Or I can find them that are good for two but not three, or some other pairing as such.  I simply can't find the good old ones they used to make.  Ah well.

Good night.