Is it just winter or am I going through a down stage?

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This winter hasn't been bad.  There has been snow.  We have had more severe cold than what I have seen out here before though, if it is still much better than even Iowa City type weather.  I am... bumping up against resistance and running into ineffectiveness.  It isn't like I ever made it to high functionality though, either.  It might even just be that as I wake, literally become more aware more of the time, I am able to more easily see how much I don't do.  In any case, I feel like I am slipping, if like I said that might be... merely an understanding of more of my truths.  My home needs a lot of care and I don't seem able to get to it.  I still make it out at least to try to swim, I am still... working on my schedule (if this "morning" was not a good example of it), I still get over to see my friend, and I am eating a bit more regularly, as well as taking medicines and vitamins.  I can't complain, completely, I just feel... like I am stuck in second gear even if I am going the right speed and on the highway.  I'll figure it out, get over it, or fall down for a while I guess.

After reviewing Ozzy's classic I became curious about what else Ozzy was up to.  I suppose, as a one time big fan, I was actually surprised to see that... he is still alive.  Further, he is still putting new stuff out.  Whatever you think of the man, you gotta admit he has some survival genes in there somewhere!  Sure, there are the rolling bones, but their leader, I have heard whispered, uses blood transfusions to survive his addictions.  I think Ozzy just... goes on.  If I think his wife has... saved him.  Anyway...

This one reminds me of the feminine psycho-sexual, of the... more carnal nature.  Only it is as described by the masculine.  No, it's not a dirty vid.  It's just... sort of creepy.  And yeah, the shadows of women's mind would freak most men to see.  Alien indeed, which is why I enjoyed Alien Resurrection so much.  Doubling down or something.  Just understand that when a woman wants to play cat and mouse?  She loves being the mouse!  Usually.
*Warning*  Can be a bit freakadelick in places.  If you have a mild constitution or an extreme penchant for the mundane, do not watch it!

 Go hard or go home?  Where... have I heard that before recently.  *grins*  And, no, I didn't get it from this song, just a happy coincidence.  It's nice to see, in Ozzy's twilight, he has seemingly learned a thing or two.  As you war, love also, Sweet Pea.

In this next one, he catches... a bit too much.  I have to wonder how such things... happen?  Find, make, think, do... across the board... on multiple platforms...  The world, it seems, on the underside, off the usual radar... they know, if they don't actually.  They think it's all a game, or just another way to make a buck.  They don't realize they have become voices of that which they often don't even believe in.  One could say it is the music industry, to some extent Hollywood, and others, colluding.  I am pretty sure it isn't.  How God does it I have no idea.  What I do know is that... not even evil can resist when He says so, if He rarely does.

Anyway, this song is for those of you sitting on the fence.
No warning needed, on this vid, that I can imagine. 


One thing I am perplexed by regarding... my... visions.  I am not even sure they are about me.  If they are seen in first person, that doesn't mean it is as I might guess.  Nothing works exactly how it seems.  I do know this though.  Whoever it is that is coming, he is the everyman.  If you want him to fight to free you, or keep you free, and you want to win?  You have to become what it will take to win in order FOR him to become... you, and succeed.  Never mind, just... another understanding that you will get or you will not.  Good luck my young... jedi... knight... or serf.

I wasn't going to put this one up.  It's really only for those who have seen the latest Batman movie, a spoof from it.  It is a bit... very... 'adult'.  In any case, a little... dark humor might... go with the rest.
*Warning*  Rated (by me) as R.  Don't watch if you shouldn't.  (mostly just... foul language and themes)
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