So, you mean I really can't stay up after 4:00 and still expect a normal day?

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Well, okay, I probably knew that.  Don't look at me like that.  Gah!  I'll just... figure out tomorrow, I suppose.  Stop with that, would ya?

On the good side, I can now sign in to Blogger normally, the sign-in link is back on my blog.  As well, it looks like the machine is fully updated.  I checked that again this morning, though I will probably check it again tomorrow morning.  Plus, I have been able to install, and run, iTunes.  I just ran into a problem actually signing into the store, creating an account that is.  One thing at a time.  I will do a bit more tinkering to see about that part of things.  Yeah, yeah, I have said it before, but...  I am pretty sure I will make it in to swim tomorrow.  This isn't quite what happened last week, there was a real one time cause, if I... probably suspected even then that it wouldn't work, and after having proved (mostly) to myself that I can turn back the clock in order to wake...  I have some real confidence in tomorrow.  Since I won't be going in, I will be figuring out iTunes... if that is possible.  Oh, I could still get in for swimming today.  The thing is that I missed Mass.  I am choking on gas costs as is, so I can't honestly expect to add another day of driving into town.  I do have to be frugal.  I honestly don't understand how people can afford to drive to work, own a home (renting is just as bad, sometimes more expensive), have a family, and all that, on my income.  Then again, I'm not even now awake and aware enough in life in general to really understand budgeting and such.  If that will probably never be my forte most likely, either.

Then again, I got home pretty late, with the delay and all.  Further, I wouldn't have been able to sleep until at least 2:00.  It always takes me time to come down, always.  At least for now.  I am amazed to see some of the transformations happening in my life.  I don't quite know if I will ever truly have my life back, but then I am not sure I lived a typical life in the Navy.  I certainly don't remember it fully.  And teen years aren't a normal life either.  I have simply never lived a normal life.  I suppose I will be making that up as I go along, but with the new parameters of age and health conditions as my consciousness breaches the surface from such deep dark depths?  I'll... figure something out.

Sleep was wonderful!  I did enjoy the company yesterday.  And while I consider the game a total waste, to include commercials, such is what is offered to Confucius' wisdom.  I am definitely feeling better than last week.  I am doing better than ever before, and I am still doing bits and parts of my various plans.  I won't complain, and there really is tomorrow this time.  If I still can't get that picture of June out of my head.  My women, from mother to sisters to domestic ladies I have known have all had a very special mock-fu that... can get to me even when I have thought they were wrong.  But when they are right, it... is truly a humbling thing.  Gah!  Just like when I work with women, I don't do the work.  I let them do most of it, just offering guidance.  Women aren't rookies on this score, themselves.  This is an example of a woman just... guiding the stroke to split the log, letting the weight of the axe, me, do the work.  It's... still funny.  If you ought to be careful how you express your notion of their notions on these things.

Something about dobermans with lipstick?  Yeah, well.  That can be fun too, just make sure to... sort of be ready.  You never can tell which time she will laugh with you, do something totally unexpected, or... begin the above.  The above has it's uses, but at the wrong times can just hinder all activity, progress, and such, right as you are late and trying to get out the door to a social event together or such.  Gah!  Not later, NOW, mister... or some such... I remember hearing.  *grins*

Well, back to iTunes...  Later, and good day.