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My friend called, twice. I didn't hear the first call, and didn't avoid answering when I did hear. Sometimes I... can't answer. Especially when the news is bad and I am very tired. No shooting today. I simply couldn't do a thing. Tired. Very tired. I can't sleep but I might as well not be awake.
I became dizzy about an hour or two ago. In spite of having a very bad heard and being on extremely heavy medicines, I have never been dizzy. Usually I nearly literally jump out of bed. When I head to the bathroom or kitchen, I jump from my chair and move very quickly to my destination. I move very fast, not just for a gimp. The dizziness made me nervous. It is something I only notice, historically, when I used to drink in extra excess. A case won't deliver that. Add a fifth, or two, to a case and then I start getting that level of spatial issues. I was able to maintain my balance, I just had to... be sure. It seems even when I am dizzy I can still move at a good clip. It really didn't have a thing to do with standing, it was just something that was static, but I didn't notice it's onset being focused on what I was doing.
I'm back on meds. I had the furnace up a bit today to get me going for shooting. I've been eating better. I simply don't know what the problem is. Back pain, lethargy, internals hurting, now this. It might just begin going back to medicines, and at even higher doses. At least sleep is good, solid, and of sufficient length. And I am staying up a reasonable period. It is just that all the odd little complaints, along with exhaustion, is leaving me high and dry. Oh, I'll keep looking for opportunities. I'll do what I can, when I can. I've definitely had worse. Bleh.
Later.
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