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Isn't there a song by that name? Wizard of Oz type, or some such? Or was that Anny? Or... something. Well, no, I'm not going to put it up. It just doesn't quite fit. Just saying.
I've been wanting to get out. It just hasn't happened. The sun went behind clouds, partly to completely, a couple of days ago, and I've been suffering for it. Nothing too bad, just... lame. Lots of time for thinking though. My mind has cleared up and my body is ready it just needs some sun. Or, that is the story for now. What, since Sunday I have been planning my great escape. First it was to be Monday, then the next day, and so on. Thursday, perhaps, if I can, will be the day.
The plants are doing well. It seems I don't really need the growing lights though. The overhead lights do just fine. I won't need to cut back the cups as long as I add a couple hours of overhead light each night to what the plants get in the day. It's nothing fancy, but it is enjoyable. A little pleasure.
Yeah, sure, women and life have been on my mind. If I were able to be more active, a worn out body would tend the looseness of mind that allows such wandering. I just can't quite reach it yet. Forgot to do vitals too. Then again, I did that humdinger with the coffee which threw the whole tribe off the reservation. I am feeling normally tired, if I can ease into a reclining position and sleep at a decent hour I might be able to reset the thing before something else goes wrong. Everyday has potential to teach me, again, the hard way. There is no way out for me. Endure. Patience. To a degree ignorance. It is all I have... sometimes. For now. I've had worse.
Later or goodnight.
Hellboy, it's always today ..
ReplyDeleteCoffee mishap? I can't drink any coffee after noon. I will hear the church bells tolling at all hours of the night into day.
Hope you get back on track with a daylight schedule.
I have to say you seem to like your music on the dark side or the mythical side .. Interesting though, especially visually .. I have not heard of most of the bands you listen to. (Referring to your bottom post)
Hope you get back on a regulated snooze schedule. I need to hit the sack here myself.
G'night.
Too lazy to log out and log back in as foam..
Hellboy, it's always today ..
ReplyDeleteOh, yep, I think it will be today. And I think you are right in your meaning as well. It's the only way to live in the head, even if it doesn't quite work out. Assuming I got that right.
Ah, well, yes. Darker music just... well... it fits. I've never known the world of most. I've been dancing through graves and the stink of death and sin since before most knew of such phenomena. Not that it has been all evil and darkness. It is just that I went deeper, younger, and harder. I suppose that just shows up in my tastes.
Never the worry, I am a relatively happy near-dead ogre. And rather congenial for it all, too. Won't say I wouldn't hurt a fly, or... well... that is actually true. But I would kill it before it's neuronet allowed it to feel pain. :p Just saying all of that didn't warp me socially... or something like that. If my tongue is tripping on it as I wake. *bleh*
Well, and being mostly dead most of my adult life might... play into it somehow as well.
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