Not doing so well.

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I'm not sure what is going on, but health-wise, I am a little on the green gilled side of things.  It's not the worst shape I have been in, by far.  But it's far from the best.  Only a step or two down from where I was, but noticeably.  I'll get over it.  I have been taking my medicines, but it feels like everything is wrong anyway.  It does this once in a while, but usually after missing medicines for a bit.  It's like those days when you have worked just a little too long and you are just about to come down with something.  Oh, I'm not coming down with something, I just don't.  Either I get hit, and hard, or I don't get it.  But I've lived around humans enough to know that most go through a slow decline before becoming ill.

We were supposed to get another four to six inches of snow.  We did get some, it looks like, but not all that much.  Maybe two inches, though I will know better in the light.  If I can get to sleep before long, I hope to get the scoop out before the neighbors feel obliged.  Then again, I think they like to do it.  It is physical work, charity, and "dad" likes to see the boys do something real.  And, I think he likes to be with them.  :)  I am jealous, in the best of ways, if somewhat painfully.  I'll enjoy my distant, and sometimes close, view of it though, when I can.

I can't quite stay up more than twelve to fourteen hours, and I sleep between eight and twelve hours.  I've sort of been tracking, in case that was part of the problem.  Nope, that just isn't it.  While it isn't the best, it seems to be a result of whatever else is wrong.  Gosh this is a tough fall and winter.  I'll keep trying to dig out.

I know you don't understand.  But there were too many people reading here, of too many different sorts.  Young, old, middling, those who appreciated, those who didn't, those who were highly variable.  I felt all that.  I really did.  I can handle some, but not that much.  I was a bit surprised, but you two don't show up as having visited.  Sometimes I will get instant hits, but it doesn't track time, at all, unless you have been showing up for just a second or two each time?  Oddly, while it shows no one visited, it does show some hits.  I think, think, I say, Desert Cat hits three to four posts the last few visits.  And foam seems to have hit two posts, in each of her last two visits.  But the darned thing really isn't good for real counts.  The thing is, I was at fifty official visits a day, not counting you, me (I have figured out how to not show up as well), and several others I know visited but didn't show... they left comments without adding to the counts, by time.

At 50 official page hits a day, and perhaps, definitely, another... five or six I was sure had visited for one reason or another, I would add at least half as many again, conservatively.  Like I said, I seem to be known locally.  I'm not sure where they would have gotten my pic, but... I think I posted it on my old account.  Oddly, I can't seem to access that, even when signed in, but that doesn't mean those with a touch more tech savvy notions can't.  I thought I took the picture down.  Then again, once something is on the interwebs, it seems to have a permanency that is creepy.  Blathering.  Tired.  Want to try to push but I ran out of shove.

Good "night".
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A few pictorial responses to go with the comments...

Lucky?  I don't think luck plays a part.  Neither do I think I am that good.  Amen.