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Gosh, Wally, I don't know. I have been under the weather, possibly due to the weather. Pushing might have helped create the vulnerability. Not a problem. When falling, flap your wings. Might not do anything to save, but... just out of curiosity. Well, and to die with a snark on your face, if you are going to die? Maybe even just a smile? Yeah, I'm trying to lose the snark. Actually, mostly, that is gone. I didn't kill it, I simply replaced it with better... much as what I did with hate, replacing it with a form of disrespect and... regret, of a sympathetic nature. Empathetic, really. I have worn those shoes, chose others. Still... Today?
The hope is to get cleaned up. Perhaps a further hope to do some cleaning. And, at the fringes, perhaps a trip to town late at night, when... if... I can. Just a hamburger and fries. Hot food. While rice and quinoa, with butter and or cheese, and or tuna, has been good... it's... causing... problems. I am not eating enough cheese for that to be the problem, so I think it is the grains. No wonder vegetarians and vegans use six times as many laxatives as the average American... last I heard. Bump. All I'm saying the more.
Sleep is rolling me. I have no idea, at this point, when I am going to bed or waking. It is too rough right about the time I go down, and wake, for me to consciously take note. I may have been awake for an hour, or three, at this point, so I don't have a reference, and can't gauge one. Same with sleep. I go in hard and fast, without any clue beyond ~crash~! I'm working on it from the inside. If that is more like trying to sew a button on while high diving off a cliff and checking email. Yeah... But... It's where I am and what I have in front of me, and regardless of the outcome, I will put in effort to putting everything in it's place and doing what needs to be done on a priority basis. Chaos doesn't confront me none, so long as I do what I can with what I have. I have... been in much worse spots, where everything around me, and even myself, had some high probability of causing immediate death, dismemberment, and worse. It's... sort of my area. A broken heart is just one more variable. Yum!
Well... I best see if Sam is finished with her daily duty and wants back in, so I can feed the girls. Sassy is breathing down my neck. She knows, as do I, that it is past dinner time. I would like to feed them around noon, but only when my schedule is static. I don't like feeding them too close to when I wake up, it encourages bad behavior. Yes, so... no... not for a few more hours.
Yeah, we will see. I am, after all... only flesh and...
Indeed.
Blather, blather, blather. *deep breath* Blathers. :p Good day. Later.
I hate being under the weather due to the weather. It happened just very recently .. ugh. So, my sympathies to you.
ReplyDeleteEvery digestive system must be a bit different. The more whole grain rice and other grains I add, the better mine works .. :)
Be well, ya here, Doomster?
I sit here and worry at times.
I would have thought rice and seed would have been good for the g.i. I'm not sure why not. Brown rice, and quinoa is whole, so... And I add butter, usually. That's usually good as well. Yeah, we probably are highly variable. I'm usually a meat eater. Perhaps my system is simply used to meat, grains confuse it?
ReplyDeleteIf you ever worry? Pray. God has been pretty good. I don't blame the bad on Him. It's not His doing. He isn't even capable of evil. I really would know. The good, however, I often lay at His feet. So, as I said, if you have some concerns? Just pray. He is here even when I can't realize it, mostly. I sometimes sense Him anyway, in... different ways. And I know afterwards if not.
Yeah, the weather really can do a number on me. Age, health, all make the affect much more noticeable. I think women, generally, are more susceptible? The cold for sure, hit's ya'll harder. Hmm, while I'm at it as bed time approaches, I'll say a prayer for you. Not payback... Just good practice.