Monday, May 4, 2015

Can't sleep.

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I had hoped to rest in order to be out hiking today.  I tried at 7:00 or so.  Then I remembered that I needed to take the trash out.  I got that out and went back to bed.  Ah, but there was more to be taken out, I remembered.  After the last bit I simply stayed awake.  It's not that I can't hike later, it's just that I am not exactly sure where to hike later in the day.  I really don't want to hike at night, not quite yet.  If, probably when, I wake too late, I supposed I could just do housework.  I don't want to just sit idle on any given day.  If I can't follow the plan, perhaps I can fulfill the goal in another way?  We'll see.

I am tired.  I just can't sleep.  It isn't even as if I just sat around.  As for the mind, a large part of the reason I blog is to get rid of things my mind chases.  In the dark of the mind, an overloaded thought process, and some strange thinking, can make sleep impossible.  I've stomped most fires out, by writing here.  Not sure what the problem is.  Perhaps working out opened something that will just take time to close?  Maybe.

I'll go try again.  I have the fan on because it is simply too warm otherwise.  Plus, the fan blocks out noise.  It does make noise, but the sound it makes is regular... very easy for me to sleep to, as if a sort of music.  Ugh...  Good night again.  Yeah, I'll just have to use my waking time when I get it, as I can.  I would like to get to the store soon, though.  Maybe even yet today.  I don't need the sun for that.  Good night... I hope.

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