Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Nothing doing.

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Nothing is bad.  Nothing hurts.  Food and medicine have been going down regularly, if I have been eating less.  It actually seems cool lately.  I simply don't seem to be able to to initiate function.  As I said, I think it is simply a health bump.  When everything else is accounted, that leaves the unknown.  On the very good side?  Often when I fall ill, something else is going wrong... I am missing my meds, or not eating, or sleep is off or too on.  That I am tending all of those other things is... a next step beyond what I have known to this point.  It means even when ill I know longer have to slip, or so far. 

Sure, the cave is getting messy.  But most all else is being handled.  I am actually even keeping up on domestics in a smaller way, just not neatness.  Dishes are pretty much caught up.  Laundry, other than some needing folded or otherwise arranged, is clean about as much as is reasonable.  Food preps for the week are done.  I will need to do a bit of grocery shopping soon, but am mostly rather well caught up in that area.  It's just the fast perishables that are needed, and at this point only low even, not out.

Even with it being cool, high summer is just a different time.  Perhaps that is just the way it goes?  Maybe heat is only a part of it?  Most of the places I have lived have had seasonal extremes at this time of this season.  Perhaps it has simply become ingrained?  Never can tell.  I just know that, for what else might be off, most things that would be off with it, are doing well.  Sleep is starting to go sideways.  Though, as I have suggested, that is no longer a problem.  I seem to work through that as need be, and get back to days more surely, if I just work through the time I am awake... when I am able to get back to work.

Have a good hump day anyway.  I am still hoping to push on and get to some work today.  If not, then tomorrow.  I'll keep pushing until I get work down or fall apart from the effort of pushing just on it's own.  After a break from that, if need be, I'll just... get back at it... when I can.  Later.

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