A bit early.

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For whatever reason, Sam decided to lay beside my ear, licking her lips and swallowing.  The annoying varmint did that until I woke up.  I made her stop but it was no good, I was awake.  No, I didn't thump her.  Yes, I sure felt like it.  That's that I suppose.

Today is about focusing on work.  Will I get to it?  I honestly don't know.  I'd sure like to, for a number of reasons.  As things have been improving, if along a bumpy trajectory, I may be in line to work.  If not today, soon.  Days seem to be back in habit, very roughly... if I can keep them.  My nights keep trying to edge back over the long way.  Bleh.  It may not seem much to to, but I am engaged in an epic, decade long battle with decrepitude.  Even if I die tomorrow, which is less likely than your average Joe doing so honestly, I have still won.  More, I am still improving, crash over crash.  Didn't lost a day (other than what normally happens even in health anyway), didn't quit, didn't lose track of most of my goals (did lose track of silver purchases, as my... eyes drifted and memory went south as some other things along that path of contention went offline though too.  Sometimes it isn't meant, but the baby goes out with the bathwater.  I'll... fix that soon enough.  Digging gold, or silver in this case, takes time anyway.  Gotta find an honest, reasonable, source.

I know I dreamed.  Can't recall it right now.  But it feels like one that might come back to me, or not.  I know one of them allowed me a good smile.  Just... a joy of living thing.

Yeah, let me try to square life up today, and get going with the world, get back in it.  Dishes, laundry, boxes wherever they may be, and the living room.  That's it, for now.  More than I can do in a day, probably.  But... maybe I can't take a pretty good chunk out of that if I can hit a stride.  Sometimes I belong at the kiddie table.  I just don't let that stop me.  Hmm... I may also call the office of my doc and set up an appointment for next month.  We'll get that show back on the road, if possible.  I'm working on things as best as I am able.  Later.