Bacon, work, and thoughts.

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I have been doing little bits of work.  I should be able to finish off the last load of dishes shortly, then get a shower taken.  Might take another shower later... if I can do it all it time for a nap.

There is an event today.  I have been asked to attend, and mean to do so.  However, I will call, if I remember and all, to make sure the invitation still holds.  Why would I ask?  Ah, the videos I have been playing lately.  Now, I do believe, and through their eyes I finally realized something, that some local men may have seen something I was missing.  Remember when I suggested that there are powerful coincidences, things that... tied more together than I ever could in words.  Many don't see all of those.  But when they do, and those start to add up even for them...  Believers are created.  Not saying for sure, only that I think so.  And, after adding their two and two together, by looking at what seemed to startle them, yeah...  Another one, one I missed.  It's a spooky world, or... at least the world really can sneak up on you.

I keep telling myself such things don't matter.  And yet I believe they do.  I don't think I am alone in that either.  If I said "heads", and you pulled out a coin and flipped 20 heads, you could call it a quirk.  If, then, you found yourself in a small building, and it was being dedicated to all the busts from all the local public areas... going through a building you had no reason to go through and actually meant to go around... then on and on, until you realize that a word can, at times, mean much.  It can affect or create destiny.  Why, someone might ask?  Ah, sometimes there is no reason.  Sometimes there is.  This is one of those things.  I know many, sometimes even myself, would rather believe it all means nothing.  And, then, it happens again.  At some point surrender or insanity are the two remaining choices.  Am I ready to choose?  I am tiring, and I'll never yield to insanity.  That's the best I can say.  However, that may not be welcome.  So... I will ask.

Bacon?  Yes, bacon.  I thought, perhaps, a small bit or four, not even full or even half slices, would work.  I bought remnants, love those.  While bacon sounded good, I didn't think I was truly all that hungry for it.  I fixed the first little batch, no more than an ounce once done, I suspect.  I had to try one piece to make sure.  Honestly.  However, that one piece about boggled my mind!  Oh, so delicious.  It must have been a very long time since I had bacon.  So, I gobbled that batch of morsels down.  Like the dog in the beggin' bits o' bacon commercial, my stomach was begging indeed.  Begging and praising.  Bacon!  Gimme more.  Bacon?  Bacon!  I ate another batch, barely keeping desire in check so as to not eat it raw.  Wow was that a powerful hunger.  I ended up eating three batches, if only a bit over two, maybe two and an half ounces.  I did well for as terrible as the hunger was... is.  Still remains.  Two eggs over the last bit.  No more bacon for a few days.  But boy am I looking forward to it.

This that and the other thing.  I am better, if not well.  I am digging, small parts at a time, into the kitchen.  I have certainly been cooking lately, and eating... if more moderately.  I have some notions in hand and perhaps more to do here and there.  Troubles to tend, as well.  Time will end up being what it is, producing as it does.  I do think they are honestly dead set on murdering me, one way or another.  Gotta say, I think they are doing it wrong.  Yeah.  The direct approach is about all that will work.  Is it the feds, the V.A. specifically, the state, a combination?  May never know.  Just understand that, if you are ill, weak, old, poor, or even rich but vulnerable, they will be coming for you.  They can't keep their promises, and as any big business with no oversight, your death... if they think it will buy them another day?  All part of the business program they know and love.  Watch yourselves out there.  The pigs are hungry, and some of them honestly think they are better.

Later.