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Yeah, as things are going forward, being planned, shuffled, and arranged, I have to laugh. Angry, it seems. Some. Not I. Though, somehow, it is I who should be angry, or has the reason to be angry. Well, if anyone was to be angry. And yet that just isn't the case.
This coming spring, the one after. Longer? Probably not a shorter time... probably. I really am heading out. So many people have thought I was done, and would just have to deal with them, life with them, trapped, at their mercy. I have heard a dozen times or more... when I said I would be heading out... "Oh, but you can't do that"! Only to see their stunned faces as I got ready, then their absolute shock when I was... just... gone. Some of them have kept in contact. Some have tried to turn back time. All have failed. Some were angry, some are, again. I just can't figure that.
Just... too funny. I wonder what all is going on behind the scenes now? I don't really know. I see... some things... but am told nothing. I honestly don't understand. I have learned, though, that I don't need to understand.
I am a bit surprised. I thought this was quite well understood. I knew one of several outcomes were possible. Actually, on that timeline and space reality, there were only three options. I was actually set to be happy with any of them. And, really, I am. I suppose, if someone was to bet against me in such a situation, they could only lose... more if they had a vested interest in a particular set of outcomes, but weren't playing with a full deck. I really don't negotiate, at some levels.
Oh well. I am sure, like the others, they will get over it. I'm not even sure who all is angry. Or is the anger just... a phase moving through to an actual satisfaction? I can't figure it. Now shadow, and the time has passed. I am free, if that was ever truly in question. I just don't know, or mind. I have... things to do... arrangements to make. Time moves so swiftly even for those not fully abiding it. Good night.
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