Roughly pushing?

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I am rather in a tough place.  I really simply pushed too hard, added this and that in, then did more.  Some of it wasn't my fault.  Though I'm not unhappy about it.  I will have to push, and a lot harder than this.  When the license is lost, things are going to get very complicated very quickly.  Do I stay here and attempt to figure things out?  Do I vacate, continuing to pay, trying to sell, holing up until I can contact folk to escape when that time comes.  It'll hit hard and fast.  It may be fall or winter when the loss occurs.  Difficult.

I best get used to roughing it, pushing it, figuring things out on the fly without a real prayer.  Forced into homelessness, really.  In any case, at this point, I can't see staying.  No reason, too many enemies, and I have other interests coming.  My real trick is to try to get as much of my world ready for travel as possible.  Prep as many meals for packing out in smaller portions, to be cached either literally 'out there', though some of it, perhaps most of it, will be put up in storage.  Getting rid of most of what I have.  This won't be the first time, though it may well be the last time.  If I live to my 70's or 80's, as I suspect, I may have to give up some things and move somewhere a final time.  Who knows.

Achy, just a bit.  Cranky on the side, though also just a touch of it.  A bit feverish, couldn't sleep right and ended up sleeping too long... it doesn't something odd, those things together.  Does that disturb the spinal fluid, cause a bit of a rush in the brain of that by hydraulic method, something else like that?  Even so, I am feeling fairly good.  These things are minor.  Not all that energetic and yet I'm starting a bit.

I am redoing the front window.  The sheers are definitely light enough for the very weak rods I purchased for them.  As well, there is a center screw-in rod holder if I have any doubts.  The curtain rods I bought initially for the sheers are twice or three times as strong as the first type of  rods I purchased for the curtains.  I'm not the best at aligning things though.  I may see if there is a quick, simple, means of aligning the rod holders, leveling them, and all that.  There is some play, what with the screws in the round rod arm.  And yet, for me, I just want to have it all look more trim, much more trim, than it seems to work out.  Some of the brackets are going in through old, unchangeable, holes.  No choice.  But I would like the rest to be more even.  Yeah... I'll see if there is a minor guide somewhere.  If I can get that part down, I should be able to do most or all of the sheers and curtains yet tonight.  Oh... I'll spot me some anacin.  This'll be the first helping of that in more than a week, I do believe.  So I don't mind.

Tomorrow?  If it is anything like today I won't be doing much.  Which is fine.  I can, however, begin planning the rest of the week.  Raking, though, perhaps weeding around the tree?  That would be good.  And, if I am feeling really ambitious, the Christmas lights.  They have been on my list, but I keep running out of me to spend on that task.  Given the outdoorsy, but light, work planned, it would fit right in there.  Not even a twenty minute task, from getting the latter, detaching the snaps, collecting and winding it all, then putting the ladder back.  Probably.  Still, tomorrow needs to be somewhat light again.  Raking can be heavy or light.

I best... either have supper or get back to the curtains... Wait, I'll do a short search regarding lining up rod kit, on the wall.  I can think about that, if I find something, while I eat or tinker or... rest.  Later.