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Hungry. I thought I had been eating rightly. My body seemed to suggest something was wrong. It seemed like it was telling me I was hungry. So... I fed it. The remaining two bigger bowls of chili. No, it seemed to say, it meant really hungry. Unkay. So I decided to treat the problem. I cooked a t-bone and four lamb chops. Tiny as the latter are, they add up, especially with all else. No, really, HUNGRY, my body said. So I made a meatzza, starting with two pounds of beef, then all the toppings. I ended up eating half of that. No, I am not stuffed. That just, finally, topped off the tank. HUNGRY. It will return. I best get more meat out.
Don't ask, I don't know. All I know is I was tired of whatever seemed wrong being wrong. I am going to try to keep up on my hunger until it is tended. If I keep up, it usually slackens a great deal, I suppose until I push too hard one way or another. I want my hunger tended before this weekend. As I am hoping to do a three day fast, and do R&R through it, probably starting Friday night, so that I am ready to go on Monday. I can't make it through if I haven't tended the hunger. And, yeah, maybe not much, but given the givens I have been pushing, a bit, in odd and end ways. That was... two pounds of chili, two pounds of meat, a pound of cheese throughout (in chili and meatzza), and an gallon and may another half of milk. I am even eyeing the last half of the meatzza, if cautiously. I don't want to end up stuffed.
If I can stay up another few hours, I may make a few phone calls. Crazy as it goes, I might be catching up. Things to do still. Would like to push into the day anyway. Later, unless I crash. If so, or either way, good morning and day.
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