Sleep just isn't in the cards.

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Not yet anyway.  I did try to kick it over and push through the day... no try about it actually.  I missed the cutoff and ended up just... right back where I had been.

I wondered about something.  Events and notions.  Et tu, Brute?  Sorry, Charlie.  Anyway.  Coded?  Et. al.  Noticed, wondered.  However, have you ever heard someone discussing the lack of fear of a bull, then ending up in a china shop with one?  Maybe.  True?  Sure was on my mind, as soon as I saw.  It wouldn't be the first time.  Not even this time.  Somehow?  I think they knew.  Is that why not?  Yeah...  Let no man attempt to set asunder... but that is for more than just marriage.  If you want me gone, pay the price.  Beats hell.
If you think I am not just corrupted, but the leader of the pack, best not to play that game.  It would be, if true, my game.  Once you stab the beast with your steely knives, or lead, you sup and thus become.  Keep what you kill, even, or especially, if you die.  Yes.  I do see.  I saw from the start.  It would be a welcome gift, should you be able to pull it off.  It isn't me with whom you would contest the notion.  I say it would be with God, you may think as you wish.  The devil is in the details, either way, and yours or mine, if through various slips of time and probably slips in divergent directions.

There are reasons I can't sleep.  It's been a while since I have sensed that.  Could be wrong.  Might have just been a... convergence, for some other reason.  Hmm...  Well, wasn't the time, either way.  It's my story, and I'm sticking to it.