Thursday, June 8, 2017

Sleep was so needed.

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Yelling "timber" might have been appropriate when I went down, and hard.  I needed sleep all night, and then right up until it finally happened.  I think it was 14:00 and later.  It might have been as much as two hours after that?  I just can't say, perhaps more than even that.  I was suffering all night, but it was blindingly painful for those last six hours, getting worse by the moment.  If you have ever been stuck in the sun when you can't handle it, with no water, no company, and perhaps nowhere to go?  That was brutal.

Sleep was very good.  I am still a bit weak.  I just hope the visions and daydreams are done for a while.  Those, all by themselves, are ruinous at the moment.  Further, I don't want to see, know, hear, feel, or otherwise sense.  No one cares, neither do I, in that way.  A vestige for when folk had no other means?  From when God would communicate this way more directly?  Something for a time not yet here?  Imperfect, dubious, strange... dangerous.

Oh, tonight?  Hopefully, if these things have stopped, and if I can find my footing, maybe I can get back to work.  Just little bits and pieces of things.  I will actually start in the bedroom.  Sorting, separating, tossing.  It's all dry, so anything I toss I can just bag up and leave there for now.  Using the bags to take up space that I can't fill.  So, when I remove it all, it will be single, fast, huge improvement.  That might be a good idea everywhere.  I will be, already have, started tossing things I didn't think I would.  Some things, however technically valuable, are of no use to me.  Or anyone else I know.  *chunk*  Don't worry, I'm keeping all the gold and silver.  :p

The jerusalem artichokes have revived extremely well.  I was a bit worried about some of them.  But, nope, all good.  I will be going in to test ride several lawnmowers tomorrow.  It is down to one of two.  I really am thinking the 42" deck, 18 hp.  Oh, they offer one with bluetooth.  Really?  Get the... out of my face.  When are people going to start the tech revolt?  Burn cellphones, rid all connectivity, shut it all down.  Maybe they won't until they are old enough.  Though, get them hooked young...  Stalin said it, but he stole it from the church, and others have stolen it yet.  Perhaps they will start installing hardware and software.  All you have to do is own one Apple product, or worth with Microsoft, to know why not.  When they aren't actively ruinously greedy, they are incompetent and left-sided.  Choices.  Some are a single time choice.

Later.

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