Actually? I can fast!

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I was so used to fasting until evening, using the last six hours for eating, that other options didn't show on radar.  As I was thinking things through I realized I could just put the six hour eating window when it would allow me to eat, not work on too full or empty of a stomach, and still possibly have time for a later snack or meal.  As well, initially, with fasting, I do overeat.  As long as I keep feeding to the alloted time that takes care of itself.  Fasting has begun.  Further, if I eventually decide to make it later, no problem.  Earlier?  Sure, if I don't mind skipping an extra day or three.  Back at it, with lunch to early dinner as the possible feed time zone.

I really need this.  Blood sugar was rather jacked.  I am hoping it was just sweets at Thanksgiving and a rare splurge of crackers and chili... shouldn't used so much canned food at once.  I also worry about Sucra Drops, an artificial sweetener.  Good, though as even with meat there is too much.  The level dropped a fifth from yesterday to fasting testing this morning, and back to closer to (non-fasting) normals.  I was so close to 100, I think 115 or 125, and falling, before potassium crashed.  Yes, on potassium and else, plus not waterlogged.  I think I can make it, get my health back... mostly.  The heart is broken, I think that is the way of it.  But it won't kill me on meds, especially with the rest controlled or simply healed.

Damn straight I'll keep trying.  God has given me great gifts, bounteous faith, chance after opportunity, and forgiveness beyond what I thought possible.  Won't spit in His face.  Plus?  I... rather enjoy.  Sometimes the pain, from many sources, is a bit much.  When I remember His suffering, and who, in part even to a dog, it was for?  If I turn it in He takes it, gratefully somehow.  My pain is managed.  You really have no clue.  Anyway, I'll do my part in thanks and joy, even when it just hurts.

Good night.