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I actually woke an hour ago. I was certain my body was sending my mind the wrong message. Sleep was attempted over and over, reawakening about every fifteen minutes, until I surrendered my warm soft bed, which is actually uncomfortable to be in when not sleeping. I have been needing twelve hours a night, just exactly half that last night, though with the nap. So dark, cool, didn't want to get up, but when my body is done it is done.
My mother called. She is going to have her wisdom teeth removed, no choice. They are so messed up it will be surgical, and her jaw bone is fragile. Which means it will probably be broken in the process. A month down, all liquids, no straw, not even her vape (e-cigarette), no talking. I wasn't the first to... comment on the last. Might be terrible but I am in good company! The whole notion seems ghoulish to me. But it does have to be done. It was on my mind all night, in a sympathetic not empathetic way thankfully. My empathy can run a little deep at times, if it's not always a choice.
A dream of being an ancient water beast, deep in some lake or fjord. Such a strange thing. I sensed that deep underwater has similaities with deep space, with my mind. Through that, and with it's mind, in the dream it was suggested that it's mind believed it did have kin in deep space. One word from it's mind to mine, leviathan. They are returning. I ought to see if in the bible or various other tomes that is ever suggested. Curious now. I got the impression the return wasn't a good thing.
Later.
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