A bit rough this morning.

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Sleep was complicated.  Dreams, waking more than usual, odd sleep, unable to get comfortable.  Not the worst of nights, just the worst since the last spell.  Exhaustion and fog are becoming a bit of a threat again.  I'll make an attempt through prayer, seeking the right amount of activity and food, and else, to maintain.  With a heart that is at replacement value for nearing the 3rd decade there are some days that won't be smooth.  Some weeks, months.  Still, I have learned to do what they say can't be done.

Running a bit late.  I did get a shower set of clothes ready and back, then took medicine.  With all else and plans, anicin was added to the schedule.  Blogging to wake just a bit.  Mail needs to be checked, a package, two?  No, these were ordered, except for that other one.  But I knew of it.  Not when, technically, if even surety isn't always sure?  Well, that is my story, what I see, such.

Oh, after the shower, and post if I can make it, I'll change bedding.  I tell you, having fresh bedding and being on that weekly(ish) has been a fine thing.  I had some, but not flannel.  That isn't a luxury.  Oddly, with one extra set?  I never fall behind.  When I have only had two I always fell behind.  Is three sets for each predominate heat spheres a luxury?  Not if that is what it takes to keep up.  I am not convinced that cleanliness is Godliness.  I am nearly convinced that is a pagan misconduction of the divine, divinity being spiritual, not of flesh.

Oh, I know what you, and I, have heard.  As with all that is heard that is false, it is false no matter how often, solidly spoken, or by whom.  Still, sloth is not the way either.  A near requirement of my condition at times, possibly a price for such preening pride in a mighty physiche, more so when well cleaned.  Humility.  If the choice is to learn that here or in purgatory, or pay the price here than there.  *bows head, here Lord*  Hope, work and pray to not have even that final, most difficult, step to heaven.  Fire, I can still recall what was next.  Still, while not Godly, I will diligently work at cleanliness, simply to be less offensive.

I suppose I best get at it.  Speaking with my mother, and listening to a yahoo Geranimo priest out there, I have it that on a day when the rosary may not be possible, three Hail Mary's, perhaps a few of the other rosary prayers, mixed with regular prayers, will be... not a replacement but better than not.  So... just thought I'd pass that on.  Don't really like the 'cliff note way' but between that and nothing?  Later.