Dreams and a strange life.

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I had forgotten when I woke.  Usually that is the end of a dream.  Sometimes, rarely, it might repopulate my mind through a daydream.  In this case, an extraordinarily rare thing, the dream came back whole.  Not a lengthy dream, not complicated, if to some profound.  Or, well, perhaps you must feel about it as you will.  I forget so few see with your eyes closed.

I had packages coming in the mail.  I had not ordered them and yet I knew about when they would arrive.  I could remember the future better than the past, if nothing could quite be perfectly known.  Even in this post-heaven tomorrow, which reminded me greatly of the days before the fall of man, was not the magic future tech dream which many moderns envision.  Perfect is not absolute?

Some things were definitely different.  If that was as much due to honest innocent right intent as the fullness of other virtues, such as patience, prudence, and such.  Is the package there, at the earliest day and time possible?  No?  Wait longer.  So very different in every way.

I did notice my self there was not clothed.  Knowing where that was, and having some maturity here, and being in my prime of health, fitness, and age there, I only flushed a bit, with a touch of jealousy.  I, there, then noticed me here now and put on some color of righteous anger.  Taking my knowledge of sin there was quite out and the dream was ended.

Not just remembering the future, but knowing other minds, moving objects or self, the mind and soul in a sinless world, recoupled to flesh is... if that is the truth of things... I do, more than ever, look forward to it.  If that was true, and some of what I see and sense about me is correct... I have some suspicion I am closer to before and then than now.  I seem to connect far more dots than I should, or have actual knowledge regarding.  That could be a bad thing.  Depends on the source.  I don't seek, even avoid, can't help but stumbling right into it, sometimes embarrassingly.  Ugh, sorry about that... actually many of you.  Don't think I try.  Mike.

Oh, from what I have heard, some aspect, The Adam Notion as I will call it, is considered probable in certain circles... from experiences which can throw light on darkness.  If... I am pretty sure... never mind.  Such is for one above all our paygrades.  As I mentioned years ago, along the lines of this video, and as then now say it wasn't centuries but back before sin or much closer to that time, man was and will again be... more.  If I see it is from natural sight, only shameful in a world hiding in lies.  So be it.  I long for not just the home I have found here, but the fullness of what I occasionally even know there.  Amen.


Later.