Ducks, aspirin, and medicine.

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Up late, even getting to bed well.  It is What it is.  The body hurts a good bit.  Too much junk food.  Until I can get to cooking, fast food is it.  Hopefully I can start today.  More meat thawed.  I sort of got stuck on burger.  Chops and steaks are easier.  Meds and a handful of aspirin in a bit.

I fed and watered the ducks first thing.  While still cold, at 22° F, it is very bright, sunny, out there.  It was truly nice... good for the spirits.  The ducks were a bit skiddish again.  I assume the killer has been back.  I hope I catch it.  I may have to use a trick or two.  Probably leave it to animal control or the sheriff.  Assuming I can obtain evidence.

Dreams indeed, but just for me.  If it helps, they... or it?, was reassuring.  Why I have fear and worry, even now?  Though it will grow so very dark.  And I can't always focus on God.  Some of us have work in the deepest of darkness, have to go in, look, focus.  God knows, only gives what we can handle.  As a Herdsman to His sheepdogs, even us monsters among them.  Work, but care, assurances, feeding.

I'll get medicine shortly, with the pain pills.  I am hoping to get trash and recycling out.  Starting in on laundry and dishes, plus getting paperwork ready to go.  Ugh.  I'll try.  If the aspirin helps it will be easier.  Later.