Up late, moving slow.

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I think bedtime was after 6:00.  I woke at 13:30, had to push out.  I woke three times before but couldn't stay awake.  Dreams?  I suspect, lost though.  I should get going.  A couple of video thoughts though.

I purchased pepper flecks, from Carolina reaper peppers.  I knew they were of the hotter variety.  I can eat them, if adding too much can overwhelm the food and just not make for a pleasant meal, more because capsaicin at too high of a level begins to taste like a nulling chemical flavor.  It isn't too hot, for me.  As well, it can cause heartburn or acid reflux.  Hmm, I ought to push it after a vinegar ketonic, see if that fixes it.  Anyway, now I know why...

Oh, and while not at these levels, I am actually not that far off.  Currently I am in pretty rough shape this way.  I can do some things, not others.  Keeping up on medical, SS (if they may not be working anyway?), housework, and most else, isn't going well.  Reminds me of that scarred Star Trek commander who was in some sort of buggy/automated wheelchair?  I have been eating, feeding and watering critters, showering, but that is about it.  There is worse, though knowing, thinking, hearing, and seeing, but mostly not doing?  To some degree it's all the same.  I'll push a bit.

I have started my fast.  Just today.  I will do vinegar ketonics, tea - only sweetening every third, and nothing else.  I won't say I am hungry.  But there is something gurgling in there.  I will have to review what is okay to consume on fasts... what won't break a fast.  Though I always have to check.  I can't use lemon or lime juice (out of a container) in spite of being told it was okay... a thirty or more point glucose spike from a teaspoon... might have to try fresh?  Anyway, we'll see.  Blood sugar was back up to 239 this morning.

I do understand their frustrations, perhaps more.  No one understands, since I can move, interact, and such, mostly.  When I can.  Anyway...

Oh, and someone remembered.  I thought of it too.  I wanted to see if someone would dig it up.  Someone did, as well as a few others.  Yes, mind you, nemo, Nemo, in Latin and legalease means no man, possibly more loosely as no one.  Yes, it fits.  Good call, Guido.

Later.