Between a nap and a sleep.

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Much needed.  It helped.  I have been awake several hours but may go on back to sleep.  Part of the reason I am so tired is a strange version of insomnia.  Some of it from trying to push or pull sleep and wake cycles, some of it from things on my mind or schedule, but some of it, most of it, is from this odd inability to realize I needed sleep... just drifting through the need in a deep fog.

It may be medicine related.  I was taking one more carvedilol at night.  I meant to quit that... a while ago.  I did stop yesterday night.  Perhaps that is how I was able to sleep tonight.  It feels great, as if I am catching up on sleep.  I am, and feeling much better for it.

Someone has been going through my posts.  Every once in a while they might have a point.  I don't always get it, but sometimes.  Often it tracks with recent comments, when I understand.  It's the music I enjoy most.  Deep has been dug.  Perhaps looking for something or just looking.

Anyway, back to bed.  I am hoping to figure out swimming tomorrow.  As well, maybe a few other things.  I am well enough I will let the felines in tonight.  When well rested their company is good.  Good night, again.