A very good sleep.

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I am feeling better.  I am still doggedly dodging through life, having difficulty eating well, correctly, regularly.  You really have to eat, and a lot, and regularly, of mixed means.  Meats, dairy, veggies, fats, proteins, and some carbs.  It is complicated.  Add in diabetes and heart issues and complications treble.

Sometimes I can't eat, lately, until I am so hungry I eat anything... everything.  Sometimes food just isn't interesting, sometimes I simply can't cook, or keep up on groceries.  I'll keep at it.  Spring has sprung, but it's a cool wet one.  A few warm days, to air the cave and warm the bones would help.

I've been doing quite well on meds.  Almost slipped two eves back, but pushed a bit to get it in.  It's now, definitely, been over two weeks of perfect medication.  Brushing teeth has been nearly perfect, up to four times a day, minus three days, for nearly three months.  I missed two nights and one morning.  After my next check-up I may relax to twice, sometimes three times, a day.  I suspect much more, after they are back into good trim, will be detrimental.

I haven't been in pain, mostly, for a long time.  Except for muscle cramps and tightness as a side effect, and other side effects.  Organs have been good.  As well, I may ease off on the water pill.  Without the junk medicine somehow flooding my body, I am starting to go a bit too dry.  It almost seems as if that fake medicine may have altered a few things more or less permanently.  It was seriously nasty stuff.

Oh, I have been told that Nissan will not be leasing.  They were quite willing to sell.  No thanks.  I'll hold off before seeking again, from anyone.  Why lease?  Limited to three years, then renegotiate or just walk away.  If you have a second vehicle it is far less stress.  I refuse to go into debt for six years on a vehicle that won't sell when it is finished.  Their problem is car lots of new cars, priced out of sales, clogging up lots.  Nothing is moving, they are terrified of thousands of used cars coming back and having to store, and sell, those.  Then again, their used cars are way overpriced.  Last year, with 40k, only a couple grand off sticker?  Insulting. My eyes see half sticker, and that last year's sticker.  Best to walk until right before they nearly literally are driven to cannibalism.  I am assuming all sales teams have been put on suicide-stupid mode.  I wish them all the luck they deserve.

Hmm... fatted tea, start chia soaking, ducks in a few hours, then a shower... no shave for a bit, until Monday.  I nicked myself seriously last time, want that to heal a bit more.  Then to the bathroom and bedroom if possible.  Ugh.  I am doing better, finally, again.  If the weather would cooperate.  I'll do what I can in the interim.  Later.
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This was written several hours ago, three almost exactly.  Everything has been completed save the shower.  It... I thought it was warming up out there, when feeding the ducks. If it has warmed it hasn't effected the cave much.  I'll turn on the heat in hopes of showering and getting other things going yet today.

Fasting blood sugar was 270.  Not superior, but I had pizza and regular soda yesterday.  When the gents are over, I like to treat and was starving as well.  After breakfast read was the same.  Often it drops, but I ate... if all keto... more than usual.  It'll start dropping quickly, if I can keep on keto.