Awake and better.

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I woke an hour ago, but wasn't feeling ready to start up quite yet.  I tried to get back to sleep.  It just wouldn't happen.  It's a darker, colder, day.  That and I am very ill yet from the prescribed poison.  I refuse to call that medicine.  I hate reclining if I can't sleep.  So up I got, feeding the girls again.

I was thinking though.  I recently watched a short documentary on men dying alone in Japan.  At three every minute, long before the height of the geriatric tsunami truly hits, and this just of men, dieing alone, often unknown for days to weeks, they are keeping busy.  I can only imagine when sone places become more full of the dead than the living, for a time with not enough people to tend the dead.

The idea was that the family unit has been destroyed... wars have consequences.  Feminism was unleashed, forced, required.  Was it Patton?  Yea, whichever, he toasted Japan, and Europe actually, worse than a dozen more bombs could have done, per country.  Anyway.

Still, a couple of notes.  The single men, who here as there generally eschew medical, are living longer than married men and men living with extended core families.  If the data was correct.  Even those who drink heavily live longer.  Remember, Japanese employees are expected to work long hours, then drink with their coworkers after.  No surprise alcoholism is a plague.

What I realized is something I mentioned before.  Women traditionally were the doctors of the family.  Beyond that, they would decide, because of that, if someone should be euthanized.  Not... just to ease suffering, or only, but because she realized she couldn't keep up, and the condition would get worse, plus bedsores and the spread of illness from all that.

Basically, grandma, then mother, would end whoever became too sickly.  No one said boo, no one questioned it.  That is until medicine took over.  Initially, with access to medicine, it was right.  They could return the healthy to function.  As it became lucrative, they began to be able to keep the terminal alive longer.  The problem becomes obvious.  Someone has to pay... for the surgeries, medicine, food, and extended care.  We, as Japan, are about to hit the same bump.

Whoever can't figure out how to escape care, live on their own, are going to end up murdered.  In nations where infanticide has been legalized... mandated, who thinks the old and ill will escape the same?  I actually wonder if that last medicine wasn't such an attempt.  I won't get much better.  Even if I could?  The V.A. is for practice, and if I am right that is the direction medicine is going.  I wonder how many nursing home guinea pigs aren't able to say no and end up with a heart attack or stroke from the medicine?  Everyone involved will simply tell you they are just doing their job.  And, right.  I suspect women will be allowed back into the killing game.  So many for the slaughter, so few to do it.  Though I suspect, with the numbers I have seen, that they are back to it.

I suggest that is only from a lack of faith.  Wait until you become ill, or even unemployed, or are considered to have too many children, too few, too little education, too much education.  Be careful, despots have used every reason under the sun as an excuse for murder.  It is returning.  It looks like they are targeting the middle to upper middle classes, using any reason available.  The lower classes are auto self-selecting for elimination or prison slavery.  Don't trust your doctors, and watch your woman with great care.