Today, is it?

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I had an appointment yesterday.  Early but not very early.  I was up very early, in plenty of time.  I was also so exhausted I couldn't get going.  At least I called to reschedule several hours in advance.  On days like that, when the bottom falls out, that is as good as it gets.  I do my best.

Then, as I was about to go to bed, a text.  Some help with chores, and the young man working on my computer, wanted to visit.  I was so exhausted, but I'd like to get things going, so... said I'd be awake.  The computer is together but glitching.  And most of the new fencing is up for the ducks.  Posts were much easier than anticipated, if for my exhaustion I only drove a few.  Oh, and the dead ducks have been buried.

I was wheezing through the little I could do.  Almost blind with exhaustion.  I don't mind, for my part.  I just hate being nearly useless.  And I was.  On the good side, I really pushed back into days, as a schedule.  If I can keep it, I will.  I don't prefer days, but that is when life happens.  While even that, in ways, is against the very nature of the rider of the red horse, when God graced me with more than my nature, and a hope for more of an existence than my truly humble, otherwise final, nature, I choose, when able, to indulge, however feebly, in this odd grace called life.

Up, around 3:30, if I am just doing this post nearly an hour later.  I feel rested, but the underlying exhaustion persists.  I would like to try more work.  A bit of sweeping and mopping in the bathroom, and cleaning the toilet.  I have been keeping up in there.  But a bit of a larger hit in there, at least once a week, is good.

A fatted tea or three, and chia cereal in a bit.  Teeth brushed.  Beside the critters and bathroom, I'd like to hit the bedroom, again, finally.  If I can.  Still honestly recovering from that so-called medicine.  Seriously, that was nasty stuff, if too weather has broken for the worse.  It's a bit of both.  Well, and I am hoping for it to be warm and dry enough to air the cave out a bit.  That would help I believe.

I'll... begin things shortly.  I have an alert set for two hours.  Then will start.  Good morning and day.