A strange yesterday.

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It is as if there wasn't a yesterday.  I couldn't focus, remember.  I forgot insulin, and my last medicine, and everything.  I think I was recovering from the low insulin event.  I simply dropped out of life.  I did test blood sugar, and ate small meals.  Blood sugar stayed around 215, plus or minus five.  I didn't mind.

Blood sugar this morning is 195 fasting.  I will get back int the race.  I am not understanding the problems, but have recovered well enough to begin hitting it again.  I am almost wondering if I forgetfully dosed twice, back to back, with insulin.  I need to figure a way to track it, just in case.

I do my best.  I will continue to do so.  I suspect no matter what system is developed, mistakes will happen.  It is, generally, improving a good deal.  I just have to keep at it.

I have fallen in all areas of life.  Spring is stuck, almost reverting as far back as winter.  That isn't helping.  Plus, when spring is undone, I fear immediate onset of a wilting summer.  Out of the freezer and right into the fire, with no pan time to at least have a warning.

Aspirin, along with morning meds.  A lot of things hurt.  My brain, somehow, just hurts... as much as that is possible and it is harshly possible.  I will do what I can.  I'll even smile.  Pain won't deter, or other.  It seems as if it should be a good Sunday, and so it will be.