Odd what is remembered, in what order.

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Not by me, unless as an after affect?  Something.  What others recall.  Digging, but never saying a thing.  Quietly strumming through the chords of Doom, playing songs and writs with purpose.  With hope, in faith, charitably?  I... think there are such involvements.  Perhaps not directed at me.  Fine.  As a guitar, guitarist, or one man band, some might confuse the song for the singer.  A good song is beyond any singer.  The humble singer is happy to not be the focus.  I am not even the singer, or story, just maybe a bit player.

Is it an angel?  What is, or would be, the child of an angel and human?  I go through this doubt regarding my heritage as well as other oddities.  If it goes to who raised me, even she is of... mixed standing.  A hidden thing, but we know.  Further, my brother, the one known to me all of my life, is yet a different mix still.  There are no certainties for some.  If I suspect most who hold certainty hold it in ignorant darkness.

More?  While vengeance is God's, and God's alone, He doesn't abide it, command it, or act upon it.  It happens, but He merely allows it.  We, to a degree, are allowed to choose our own path.  If for angel, prince, principality, demon, and giant, there are duties, limits.  I won't pretend to understand.  I will suggest.  Others remember.

A truth... darkness?  Did angels go astray at Sodom and Gomorrah, did they wrongly tear down the walls at Jericho, did they flood the land wrongly?  All I am certain regarding is that they too face judgement.  And some of those, even on high, have much blood on their hands.  How could failed angels be in heaven?  Who was it who removed even the worst of angels?  It was not God.  Only because his pride had become too great and public was he removed.  As above, so below.  The tare now grows amongst the wheat.

Give.

Take?  The other way around?

Don't waste your faith on anything but God.  Yet do know there are other things out there.  Do not let them trick or sway you, or terrify you.  Yeah, I think that is the point.

Not my story.  Just a bit player.  Good to see you remember so well.