Dinner at my leisure.

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The recent blood sugar read was 100.  Very happy.  I would have eaten anyway, it is simply better to eat with blood sugar better.  I will steam cauliflower, add cheese, and enjoy a slice of the pork roast.  Hmm, a smaller fatted coffee as well.  The thing is, should I take insulin?  If so, how much?

I think the program was 10 cc's, minus 2 cc's if below 150?  If consecutively, then dropping 2 cc's per test/meal?  I... will go with that but ask next time I am in.  I need to be cautious.  I know what I did wrong last time, once I thought about it.  I pushed two doses too close together.  While upping the doses as needed, to a degree, is okay, doing that and squeezing time is too much.

Some think they own their lives, can risk or dispose of them as they choose.  I used to believe similarly.  I realized, through trial, error, sights, and more, that life is more a gift, duty, or responsibility.  I don't, therefore, make risky choices, merely mistakes.  God cares for even these mortal coils dearly, even in these dark times.  And, as such, so do I.  Just a mistake, one I won't repeat on purpose.

Yeah, things are improving.  I did reset meds, got my first dose, plus food and insulin.  I am feeling better if it isn't helping as to function.  I will keep at it, as able.  Just one more meal today.  Later.