Something old, something new, something else?

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Bumped into an old vid.  It made sense, on the surface, then.  It still does.  I haven't the health to delve as I should prefer.  As well, I realize this probable aspect of my nature is not fully lived due to health limits.  Oh, but what else caught my eye was... names dropped juxtaposed to recent posts.  Little are joys, but sure.


Further, the mentalist host had updated his presentation?  Updated?  More filled out, added, sussed more detail or similar detail to greater lengths.  I am not sure if he is merely a psychic poet who expresses in oral prose or if he actually, and fully, understands.  A performer of no small skill, if occasionally annoying at times, if... I suspect that is decisively calculated.  Takes one to know one.  Though that ability to enrage isn't always directly aimed.  It is both a conscious and unconscious skill.  I can piss people off in their dreams.  *wink*

Anyway.  Yeah.  If you view for no other reason, do it for the access to a resplendent working professional vocabulary which, as eluded, may pass as poetic.  Entertaining to hear and logically follow, if you dare, and have the time.  If you are really plum of bean, perhaps discern to the point of quibbling.  That I do.  Though without the capacity to delve as I prefer, it may just be ankle biting?  If I should like to believe my ankle biting surpasses some peoples whole and full capacity to debate.

As to the else?  I... have been seeking this for... a while.  I... need it, from time to time.  Contemplating the newer movie Suspiria, my loves, my nature, and a few other things, and... I was needing the succor of... understanding... justice... a name on my first grave?  Oh, I am sure it won't make sense, to you.  But, maybe.  Or, perhaps, therein will be gleaned the smallest part of a greater understand.

(the lyrics are on the youtube link, in the 'share' section, then 'show more')

If all that is found is a stone to cast, for wisdom's sake, release it and just walk away.