Something is off.

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I had to push to make it to noon.  It wasn't just exhaustion.  For the first time, other when I used to drink heavily, I became dizzy.  My strength of will, prayer potency, helped.  I was able to be mobile, with great stability, if slower than I prefer.  As well, a bloody nose happened with no cause.  It hit around 9:30.  So making it to noon was a challenge.

I wondered if it was blood sugar.  It was 122 fasting, 144 at 9:30 without having eaten?  It almost never goes up without calories.  I went in for a nap.  Three hours and change later, I forced my way awake.  It was a brutal struggle.  I am still fighting two hours after.  Dizziness returned and remained for about an half hour after waking but is gone.  It is just a heavy grinding weariness that remains.  The bloody nose remained until an hour after waking.

Blood sugar, again without food or insulin today, jumped to 185.  I had a small meal of walnuts and pecans, mixed.  And dosed with insulin.  I am hungry, but food, cooking, and such, just doesn't make sense.  Later.