Up and going.

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Bedtime was very late.  I kept awake hoping to set medicine up.  Never happened.  Couldn't... remember... focus...  I stayed awake until three, trying to figure a way to function.  As I fell deeper into pain, I gave up and ran away.  Sleep was a bit difficult.  I couldn't warm well.  Too tired.  Are you beginning to see the problems?  Circular, but with no way out, not always.

Blood sugar was really high.  So I dosed, and again, then more.  Which is also part of why I was awake so late.  At least that part was tended.  Blood sugar was 176 fasting.  Not superior, but better than the odd way it was running recently.  I am really wondering if they are adding sugar to meat somehow now?  Then again, if I fall afoul of right eating, blood sugar can really go off the rails, in odd ways, for days.

A bite, fatted coffee, and a dose.  I'll check in an hour.  I need to check on the ducks, the girls are fed and watered.  Baby, it is cold out there though.  A shower too, first.  Ugh.  Yes, snow remains.  And it is Halloween!  I have Halloween gold, which was my falling, foodwise.  Gnom!  It had been so long.  Candy bars might be among the lowest grade of sweets, but... it works.

Feeling better.  Even ocassional spasms have mostly gone.  A bit worn.  And I know pain could return.  The sweats have passed but some heat from resisting pain remains... a soft, actually comforting, glow.  Resisting, enduring, a bit of both?  Better.  I did gobble aspirin for the last... while.  I'll have a dose, just to ensure I can do a few things.  Later.