Thursday, July 16, 2020

Horrible.

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I can't call it the worst in recent history.  It equals the worst of days.  But the feeling persists.  I am guessing one of four problems, possibly a bitof all.

I have been able to slightly, probably temporarily, shift my schedule.  That allowed me to contact the driver license extension office, which offered an extra month to get paperwork in.  Well, and the ducks were let out today.  That wouldn't have happened otherwise.  So brutal.

The continuing heat, mild as it is, plus pushing to be awake in it, and all the extra light, is definitely killing me.  Yea, light sensitive, especially with the heat and so many hours of it.  I am drowning in it.  Even in my shaded, thick-walled, relatively cool fortress, my eyes are slitted as if I was on the brightest desert plain.  It's only 73° inside.  Being 90° outside, this home really is an oasis, especially since all I am using downstairs is night cooling and two fans.  Still it was getting to me sleeping nights.  Doing days is tripling the effect.

The final probable issue is restarting medication.  Blood  sugar was 140 this "morning", but that morning has been my 'sleeping midnight' until today, so it's off.  It was up to 278 after a very keto, if large and without insulin, breakfast of tacos.  I had a glass of milk and insulin just now, after a 'nap'.

Oh, keto tacos?  Go light on onions and tomatos, and use cheese taco shells.  As to the cheese taco shells?  I just wasn't getting it right.  So, I went back to youtube and sought a more detailed video.  And I found one... if my eyes kept... dogging south.  I'm tired.  Can't always focus, not even both of them.  Whought?  N.Mind.

Oddly, it's women who don't flash their bling who catch my attention?  Yea, but... why?  Oh, who cares.  As long as I can be civil, or escape.  Telling you, I'm a sucker for demure.

May need another nap.  First a call.  If I can't cook, I'll offer an option.  I might not be good for much, but I refuse to be good for nothing.  I'll leave that for the dindus.

Later.

2 comments:

  1. "Oddly, it's women who don't flash their bling who catch my attention? Yea, but... why?"

    I also prefer women who don't feel a need for additional adornment or artifice. To me, Honesty is the foundation of genuine beauty.

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  2. Hmm... I was talking about... personal bling. As in, didn't make the video in a Bikini or low-cut blouse or top.

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