Better, yet not.

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Awake, early... earlier... tired and sore even so.  I think I went to bed between 20:00 and 20:30, give or take an hour around that first number more like.  I slept well, was warm all night, and relatively comfortable.  I woke before the eight alarm, turned it off as I thought I would wake... but didn't... not until almost nine?  A quarter to, I think.  Nasal congestion headache, didn't help, and isn't.  I cleared all, doesn't matter.

Chores finished right after waking.  And the girls were given a snack.  It is dark out, which also isn't helping.  It is 22 F, so not a bad day.  If it feels a bit cooler.  Not as bad as some days, yet not as warm as 22 should feel.  Then again, it is lightly snowing... in such a way as to make one wet if out in it a bit.  That is probably the nature of the extra cold sensation.  Moisture, in the winter, is a chilling thing.

After finishing chores, I decided to check laundry.  Good thing too, I must have done a load of laundry yesterday, but forgotten about them.  There was no off smell.  The relative short forgetting time, and it being winter.  I have, in Iowa albeit, seen what can happen if laundry is left too long.  It's a horrifying thing.  It takes lots of rewashings, with bleach, and other cleaning stuff.  And some clothes just... best to toss.  One time of creating a green blob of materials will teach greater caustion.  Since, this is about the longest I have forgotten laundry.  I still get horrible flashbacks when I realized clothes are in the washer, wet, for a day.  I approach the area with caution.

I am losing days.  I thought it was Saturday still... after, on Friday, thinking it was Saturday.  Bleh.  I guess it makes sense.  So tired, still.  Even with a lot of sleep last night.  I am hoping to finish chores early, again, and be to bed by 18:00~19:00, or as close as possible.  A few days of that, and extra sleep, perhaps I can figure life out a bit better.  A task tomorrow, perhaps.  Will see.

Anyway.  Life isn't all that bad.  Lost?  In many ways, with many women.  Some still living, some long gone.  I'm not... exactly sure... which I am.  Either way... so be it.

Have a splendid morning... day.  Don't worry about ghosts, living or dead.  Be well.