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I am going private.  This time without any doubts.  If I don't have your email, and you want in, figure it out.  Just send an email to doom d forev.  Put that together without punctuation, spaces, or else, and send to at g plus mail.

Sleep has been rough.  too much, far too much, to little, none, without any real way to make it work as it should.  I woke after nine down, but couldn't do a thing for another four hours.  And I am about to crash again, even with food.  The birds, rabbits, and cats have been managed, if later than hoped.  I pushed to get out earlier, both to wake earlier and then to do the chores right after waking, to utter failure.  I'll do what I can.

The first of two bucket list parcels arrived today.  Minor things, but...  Vegemite, an Australian bread spread... actually condiment.  Marmite, a British bread spread is on the way.  I hear they are vegetal of origin, extremely salty, if actually with a strong meaty umami flavor.  No, my goal isn't to taste them.  My goal is to figure out how to like them.  I am all but sure I will not like them right out of the box.  A few vids to get you started.

Similar but a few different in each?  Maybe.

Oh, the problem with getting warm, last night, was fixed with chicken soup.  I only have one more pot of it left, and will have that tonight.  As to boring?  It seems boring, until I am ripping into it.  It was delicious all over again.  I tore up a few stacks of kale, as well as adding spinach.  In the first bowl I added mozzarella cheese.  I added nothing to the second bowl.  I think I confused boring with filling.  It amazes me how a well prepared stew or soup will fill you absolutely to the gills!

I am definitely making more stew soon.  Probably a beef stew, but this time correctly.  That first one was perfect in parts, missing only a right base flavor profile.  This time, carrots, onions, and celery... plus salt and pepper.  I may add things, per bowl or pot, such as my bucket list arrival, cheese, heavy cream, sprouts, sliced green onions.  Yum.  I'm truly in love.  I would be making this all the time, if I could stand. 

As thought, on politics.  Oh, sure, something could happen.  Though, really, if something were to have happened, it would already have happened.  Some of the bloggers, I wonder if they are deepstate.  Others?  Might just be a writing forum based on woulda, coulda, shoulda type things.  Wargaming, really, based purely in fiction.  Actually, it's more like they have a pretty good idea what will never happen, and choose that for the game.  Maybe.  Something like that.

As mentioned, if this is it, if they hang him by his balls no one will care.  I doubt if they will, but they might.  Not my problem at this or any point.  I hope it was fun for him.

So very tired.  No aches, or pains.  Not great difficulties, other than just staying awake.