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I am crashing so hard, have been for a while.  I can't stay awake, or do much.  Thirsty.  Another dose of kefir, if only 6 to 8 ounces.  A supper earlier, the last of the meat pies.  Waterers were brought in, as well as fresh water to change those out.  I left one waterer out, oddly with the bigger bucks.  They drank very little today, but were hitting the waterer furious while I was pulling them.  All the others had consumes much to most of of their water.

The girls have been fed a final time as well.  I will probably treat Sassy before I head on to bed.  I won't let them up tonight.  I need sleep too desperately.  They, or Sassy for sure, will be up every few hours.  Usually willing to settle for some scratching and massages around the head and shoulders, though hoping for a snack.  I... I just need to sleep.

I did start the slow acting insulin.  That is all I will take for, say, a week.  Then, if blood sugar sorts, I will start on the fast acting.  I will take just the recommended doses, and see if it all settles on it's own.  If, after a few weeks, it is still high, I will then add more.  Regularity, same dose, no fast changes (unless I start getting serious drops from time to time, then I'll cut a bit more.  I am afraid of this stuff sometimes.  Though, obviously, it seems, for now, that I need it... even if just to restart.

Insulin first.  I will try to get my medicine set arranged, possibly several of them.  Insulin will help the most, though the heart medicine, once I get back on it and stable, helps too.  Insulin is much easier to start, and helps faster.  It's not a perfect help, none of it, but... it's... better than not, usually.  And it does help, a little to a lot depending on the day.

I'll try to get a shower first thing, then chores, then on to dishes again.  The freezer is clear, ready for a lot more dishes.  And there really aren't that many left.  If I can do half of what has been done, perhaps a third, I will be completely caught up.  Then I can get back to cooking correctly, if the insulin and better eating works out.  Ugh.

Good evening and night.