Strange.

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Okay, first?  The ducks.  They must be hiding?  Yesterday night, I counted two.  Last night?  It looked like only one (of the indian runners) was in the hutch.  They can't fly in, as the muscovys may.  So, if they aren't in, they are out.  If they are out and alive, they might show up later but not in the hutch.  It's... not possible for them to get in.  Yet, yesterday, and this morning, they were all three in the outbuilding.  I haven't lost one, or two...  Bleh... silly birds are trying to depress me!

The other thing is this morning I am up well past yesterday morning.  I have been awake all night.  I haven't done a great deal.  Even supper was remnants from the night before, right down to it being leftovers from the pot, not just the main base.  I mean, I had pulled some off the main stocks, and made a soup with that.  But had only had one draw off it.  There were two draws remaining... were.  Very good.

I am just not doing well.  Tired, beyond belief.  And, yet, not sleepy tired.  Blood sugar, strangely, isn't going below 250.  Ah... I... think I might know the problem.  I'll... try to fix that.  Sometimes, when I am really tired, I can't think my way around keto, or much else.  I... think I know what the problem is.  Well, and I haven't had kefir in a bit.  Today, hopefully, milk... or soon.  And extra.  I just wasn't able to get out for more milk myself.  And I really wanted to get out for it.

I used up the last pot.  Still, might set out a small amount and make one last bit of soup, or stew, for before bedtime.  That truly is delicious, and warming.  My feet have been like icicles lately.  Soup before bed might help.  I have been taking insulin, slow acting now... sheesh, regularly.  I may begin adding in fast acting, but just at the 8 cc's.  At least for a while.  I've been stuck at 250 for several days now.  Though... if I change the problem?  But... I need the problem food, for now?  Bleh.  If I could make a keto bread, I'd be good.  Just... can't focus.  I'll... work on things.

Later, or good night... day... morning... all the above, if I go to bed.  Or you do.