Still awake.

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Not a bad thing.  The heart is a bit tired, the body seems to be pushing rather than me... or my will.  I'm not sure why, or how it can, but it does from time to time.  No work yet, not even the shower.  But that is going to happen soon, then a trip to the post office.  At least, if something is back being held, it will be easy to get.  I know, but running so hard, slow, and off the day cycle, it's been difficult to get in.

How long will I stay awake into the day?  I just don't know.  My heart, literally, is a bit sore from the recent stretches.  Is that dangerous?  Maybe, off meds.  It isn't a terrible pain, just... a soft, gently and softly frequent throbs of minor... soreness.  Like if you used your biceps a bit much, or to a greater than usual load, but not to the point of shredding... just... extended use, and you are feeling it.  Only, in my case, of the heart.

I put most of the soup up, but left enough out to make a day pot full.  To this I added cauliflower, broccoli, the few mushrooms which were good, and a lot of kale... cut into tinier bits.  I'll go larger on the kale, next time.  If I end up sleeping, and there are remnants for later, I will add one of the root veggies, diced and possibly quartered for parts.  It's a wonderful bite.  

Might try one or two raw.  It gives... an idea of when and how to use it in other ways... perhaps ogroten?  Tasting things in raw and cooked form adds to the culinary... dictionary?  Something as such.  Even if you don't like it, one way, the other, or all ways... it's worth it to know.  Perhaps even to try, or figure out from the taste, to like the food item.  Tasting is initially, sometimes, a test.  But it should become a joy, as your tastes mature, and you do.  Amen.

Yes, more videos.  These should, mostly... be manageable.  Squirrels, girls... women, and cats... girl cats... seem to share problems.  Not... exactly.  But you will get the idea.

Well, and... sometimes... just sometimes... she even wins one.  Nuts!  She says.  And seed.

Though there is one thing that women alone know.  Fair?  Absolutely not.  A younger women can choose any, mostly, she wants.  And... she does, with laser focus and precise decision making, for good or ill.  She chooses whom she will, both for marriage, and for children production... not always the same as I well know.  Very well know, if I have tended my part... recently.  Anyway...

I had to laugh.  The way these things are presenting, I... the patterns.  Noted.  Some I ignore.  Either because I don't like, don't agree with, or have no interest regarding.  But these?  And those recently posted?  Oh, yes, yes indeed.  Is someone, or something, turning the faucet back on?  Can't be sure.  Later, or good night.