Hungry.

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I just can't eat.

So strange.  While cooking the various ground meats, I was sure I was hungry.  I made a plate of taco salad.  A larger plate, albeit, but I often used to have two.  Ugh.  Not a chance.  If I ate half, I'd be surprised.  That was pushing it.  I just can't eat.  Even so, in my mind, something says I am hungry.

It... isn't of the body.  I don't think it is of the mind, the intellect.  I believe it is emotional?  A want, not a need or real desire.  Ugh...  I just looked.  I ate a quarter of the plate.  I am physically stuffed.  I thought, maybe, to deal with the want, I might have a small kefir.  There isn't room for it in my belly.  I doubt if I can eat supper.

What did I eat earlier?  Hmm...  Two cups of raw kefir, four eggs (medium to more like small... storebought are being used before I move to the good ones), and about three slices of bacon, but the leavings so not full slices.  An half gallon of tea through the day, though usually I would have two by now.  And...  And that was it.  I don't quite get it.  I am sure supper won't happen.

Work hasn't happened, either.  I am not sure any work will happen.  So tired.  Medicine?  It isn't the weather, though I am feeling cool for as warm as it is.  Odd.  Well, and I have worked a long time.  I probably am truly worn down, tired, and for being out of shape, it makes sense.  I need to get to bed earlier tonight.

I may push through, tear some boxes down, and hit the bathroom to some degree.  But... after this overfull feeling goes away.  No, just a standard plate.  Probably a quarter pound of fried ground meat, two to three cups of salad, two teaspoons of salsa, guacamole, and sour cream... I didn't even add cheese.  And, I only ate a third of that.  Strange.

I'll need to stay awake until the ducks can be put in.  The cage with four smaller rabbit does in it?  They are drinking like mad.  So I gave them extra water, and have another bottle out there.  I will change that out, or just add it, tonight... if they are down again.  Not sure why, but they drink and eat more than any other group.  If not fed and watered, they... tend to get violent with each other.

So tired, worn, and full.  So strange.  I will try to do some work.  Ugh.  Later.