A tough day.

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Nothing hurts, mostly.  I wore my body out well and truly a few days ago, was it?  There is a bit of hurt from that.  Around the frame of my body.  No great pain, it's just there.  Solid, quiet, steady, as if to tell me not to push it.  Focus, memory, and such are all also weak.  Not terribly, more like as one realizes a nap is overdo, then pushes it further.

I finally got food out for the rabbits.  Two more waterers needed changed.  I thought they might be needed by now.  I give the ducks a few pellets, from time to time.  It isn't their absolute favorite, rabbit food, but it's a nice... rare treat?  Something different.  And a small handful, once or twice a week, doesn't hurt the bill.

It is warming out there.  Still cool, but nice.  Very nice to be honest.  Even so, between doing what very little I did and being out there, I was beginning to see stars.  I got a bit wobbly on my feet.  I don't quite get that.  No, not from lack of food.  Probably?

I had a larger kefir this morning, to start things off.  Then, later, just an half hour ago, I had another, if small more keto meal.  I love guacamole.  But, until today, I had never really tried it with anything other than corn chips.  I just... can't have those.  So, today, I tried them with vegetables.  Carrots, broccoli, and cauliflower... raw.

Not bad, really.  They didn't have the mixed veggies with celery, so... wait!  I bought celery, stalks, for that reason.  I will try some with that later on.  Anyway, I had, perhaps, an half cup of guac and perhaps a quarter to an half pound of veggies with it.  So it's not like I haven't eaten.  Light, but not light enough for dizziness.  I think I simply pushed much too hard Monday.  Got a lot done, I don't begrudge it.

I do add, from time to time, sweetener.  Yes, there is a cost.  But I have cut the use down by... 80%?  About that, at least.  I don't use it every day.  I use it in about every third smoothie, but I only have those once every or even every third day.  As well, I may have it in every seventh or tenth plain kefir, as a very rare treat, or less.  So I probably have sweetener every other day, rather than... five to eight times a day.  Well, and the dosage is half per use.  I had been using five to eight drops per, now I use about four.  So...  I still have it, but as a rather rare treat.

I am hoping to get chicken cooked tonight, and make a cabbage, mushroom, and else veggie chicken stew.  I really need some good, more solid, food.  Tomorrow I am hoping for liver and onions.  Love that stuff, really do.  Either you love it or hate it.  Can you learn to love it?  I'm saying yes.  I absolutely hated cabbage, well past my thirties.  I had to work very diligently to change that.  My trick, for that, was butter.  Good butter.  

I'll bet that might even work with liver and onions.  Initially flood it with butter, rather than using the bit they suggest.  Use a whole stick.  It'll be too rich, but it will be delicious in an odd way, and take your mind off the liver... a bit.  And other pairings.  I can't use things like crackers, but I could see eating them on crackers, as a start.  Saltines.  Then, over time, ease off the butter, and give up the crackers... perhaps having mashed potatoes, or rice? quinoa?  Potatoes for sure, which I also can't have.  But I don't need.  Then again, I might use some potato as a cheater meal, along with the liver, next time I have it.  Portion and rarity makes "bad food" possible, from time to time.

Anyway... the hope for chicken soup/stew supper will require me to be able to stand for a while.  Not sure that will happen.  I turned to heat up, to 72.  I... needed some warmth.  It is up to 60 out there, at nearly 13:00... which... means... it is still fairly cool, certainly for this time of year.  All is well though, I think.  God's plans are... interesting.  Amen and later.