Just about bedtime.

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I thought I had my game saves set for an update.  Not quite.  Going through them, I realized bits and pieces were missing.  I have tried to amend that.  Oh, it... isn't much.  But it is what I could do today.  Something seems so off.  I am completely bushed, and had to push to do what I did.

Blood sugar, before supper, was too low to take insulin.  Here, two hours later, it is high enough... if I were to eat something.  I won't be eating.  Still, I can take the once-a-day slow acting stuff.  If it is below 180, I don't usually take fast acting insulin... the stuff taken with food.  Even at 225~250, I have to be careful with how much I take.  It's difficult, at this point, to get it to work.

More so now that I am eating very keto and not using the artificial sweetener.  With what I am eating, blood sugar can skyrocket into the dirt, and none of my foods help with that.  Which leaves carb tabs, not a good option either.  Those things are addictive.

The odd thing is, the closer I get to nearly taking care of it, the harder it gets to have it move that last little bit without slipping off a cliff.  And things which might usually not have much of an affect suddenly have a huge affect, one way or the other.  It's a very strange disease.  And it changes.  What did one thing yesterday, doesn't seem to do the same thing today, or to the same level.

Anyway.  I did have a reasonable day.  So tired.  Aches and pains, in my ribs and lungs, for some odd reason.  Driving?  Sitting in that position for so long?  Or just wearing out on the drive.  It was a good day.  I rested yesterday and today.  I just don't quite get it.

All good.  An early night back to bed.  Probably a good sleep.  And maybe to work tomorrow.  Just... something.  Rabbits, and cleaning in the bathroom.  How about that?  Right.  I... will just plan on that.  Moving the rabbits to their own cages, and setting up waterers and feeders for all.  That and emptying and cleaning in the bathroom.  Just... a list.  One I think I can do.

Good night.  Blessings and sweet dreams.