A later wakeup.

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While I didn't do as much work as hoped, apparently it is enough to tire me.  I am pretty sure it was 11:30, or a bit later, when I went to bed.  It is, was, around 20:30 when I woke.  Actually, that isn't an exceptionally long sleep, it's just a later wake up to go with the later bedtime.  Eight hours seems to be the best, but six to ten hours is still in the optimal range.  Assuming I am up a longer, more natural, day.

Sleep was good.  Instead of dreaming of fighting, I was dreaming of... a woman.  Though, this time, one I was rejecting.  She asked me what I needed in a woman.  I told her, the ability to have children, and the willingness to let it happen.  Not really push it, not really try, but not prevent.  It either would happen or not.

She chortled at me.  Laughing that I would entertain any such notion at my age.  Then asked who I thought would marry me, with that ability.  I completely shut her down, by telling her.  No woman, I said.  I am, sort of, at this point, hoping I am done.  With what I want, and what is available, I will go without.

To be honest, if I could find a good woman to cohabit with, in marriage, if in name only... mostly... I would do that.  But this wasn't a good woman.  The look on her face.  Anger.  Rage.  A no, by any other name...  Oh, it's a real woman.  And, yes, she offered.  I didn't tell her anything, I simply didn't show any sign of interest.  She isn't my type.  For a thousand reasons.

Sleep was good though.  I am wearing out, working more frequently, every or every other day.  Better food, of late, since shopping, is helping.  I may try another round of shirred eggs tonight, just three.  Well, and a cheese and turkey breast deli sandwich.  Or... else.  Sandwiches are super, for a bit.  Then get real old, real fast.  Same with everything, really.  Maybe something with the meat crumble?  Dunno.

Tonight?  Trash to be collected and put out.  The dishes in the tub to be done, then a shower?  Maybe.  Then back to the floor.  I may need to find knee pads, and get down there with some sort of brush, to clean some areas better.  Bah!  Or, maybe take a scraper, and just edge it.  Dust has built up.  I really want that bathroom clean.  Will have it.  As well, breaking down boxes, getting those into the suv... ready to go soon.  And taking any others I can find out for a last box breaking session for now.  There may be other boxes, in time, which are found and collected.  But the majority of boxes, from years, here and there and everywhere, are pretty much done.

Oh, and chores shortly.  It's late, but they are used eating late.  Good evening, night really, and morning.  Amen.