Saturday, August 6, 2022

Just at one.

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A minute away, but who is counting?  Better not be you!

It was 65, last I looked, about fifteen minutes ago.  I made dinner, which was quite pleasant.  Nothing fancy.  The last of the pork roast, potatoes, a fatted coffee, and water as well.  Thirsty as well as hungry.  I opened the place up, a bit, while prepping dinner.  Not all of the options, just a few easy ones.  No use, in my opinion.  A few openings, at this point, will do.  For good or ill, there isn't a lot opening the whole house adds to just opening half the place.  And, yes, I get tired of opening and shutting everything, day after day.

Now, strangely, while it had just cooled to 78 in this front room?  I am... quite comfortable.  Did humidity drop?  According to my meters, it has, at least outside.  But I'm not convinced humidity was anywhere near the highs registering, save when it was raining.  If, I suspect, it was higher than the readings given for the local.  Still, It may have come down.  As well, if I don't currently have a meter for it, I would guess barometric pressure has fallen... or risen?  Perhaps a lot?  Maybe.  All I am saying is, I think there have been changes, which are making it seem cooler.  Though, perhaps too, taking meds, more or less, better than had been the case, perhaps that is allowing higher tolerances?

All I know, for absolute certain, is that I feel better.  I am handling the 80 mark better.  And, actually, am freezing at night, while I sleep.  I'll... grab another blanket or two for up there.  Oh, I have a heavy wool blanket, like a saddle blanket.  Thick, heavy.  As well, I have a very nice, top of the line, type blanket... and it is doubled.  Plus I have one of those really warm throws.  It should be warm.  It should be hot.  But, no, I... wake up needing to wrap and cover and... else.  All good, I'll just add a few blankets to my kit.

Thunder?  Yes, I've been hearing the rumblings for a while now.  While listening to a vid, it can be thought to be from the video.  But, finally, with nothing playing in the background, I definitely caught it.  I suspect, then, that it may well rain.  I hope so.  I like the thought of it, in any case.

Oh, and... for the last three nights?  She.  She definitely had... daddy issues.

I still don't think she fully understood things, but... daddy it was, is?

The things we did.  It really wasn't... evil.  It was, just... trying to sort things?

I never did get to spank her.  Uhrm, in anger.  I told her why I would, and... for whatever reason, she actually... trusted me?  Believed?  Still, I am... a bit surprised she didn't purposefully cause it.  Oh, I didn't just tell her I would, if she went overboard, I told her I would tell the judge what happened, and why.  I think that frightened her more than else?  Strange girl.

Still, I... dream of spanking her.  Oh, yes, I do.  Anyway... I... sure think of her.  I even think she is here with me, at times, in ways.  Whatever I might be, I sure... like the right kind.  But the wrong ones?  Or... is that normal.  I have no clue.

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