Did my best.

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My best simply wasn't' good enough.  Too tired, too achy, the headache didn't help.  This and that.  Simply couldn't get to work.  And, stayed up too late trying to get to work.  It's closing on six, I am more tired and achy for the effort, and with nothing to show for it.  But, that's... the gamble.  Somedays it works, pays off, some days not.

I have to go on to bed.  Hope to get up and get to it, tomorrow or the day after.  Bleh.  Still, I did get some of the list.  A deep clean of the toilet, lid, and surrounds; cleaned the sink well, and twice really.  A couple of other things.  Not big things, but things on the list.  And a few things not on the list, both things that should have been on the list and things that were either just in the way or were needed/wanted.

Feeling okay.  Though could be better.  I think the compression socks I thought would be too small have really done a good job.  Will probably wear the open toe ones to bed.  They are milder, but help.  It's just that, the last few days, between this and that, my legs, and feet before that, had been allowed to go bad, if because I was working to things, like cleaning the bathroom, and getting a shower.  Actually, just getting to a shower was the plan.  The cleaning came about from a dream.  A damned good dream, especially seeing the results in the flesh.

I'll keep at it.  When, as, I can.  I think there might be more to it, for me, for the house, maybe for the suv.  I've been thinking of getting her clean and clear too.  Been a... bit long on that.  Ugh.

I'll say a prayer for the world tonight.  I do when I don't crash.  I'll... get to it tonight.  Fools to kings, viziers to paupers, the sick, the wise, the retarded, and all those who keep us on our feet, for good or ill.  Goodnight.  Amen.