Not sure what they believe.

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Dead, or should have been.  That's... no doubt true.  Did things, that people don't, can't do?  Doubt they believe.  Though... they suspect something.  They just won't believe what they... can't... see?  Something like that.  Though, too, I think they mock.  I... enjoy.  Annoying if it gets a point, that sorts itself out.

Oh, the funny thing is?  Watch Nigeria, by the way.  Big money is there, big families, princes and principalities are heavily invested, and things are going south.  It's funny how when they mock, they sometimes see something they couldn't have known?  

I don't know.  I just... some things ended up seeming, sound, funny, then mixing and matching.  I have had the strangest of friends, close and far, then, now, and in the future.  Nobodies, like me.  Hell, they don't even exist.  I only do by proxy?  Something.  Some critters never retire.  Die?  One can hope.

Not quite noon, but doing okay.  Made the gizzards, with mushrooms again.  Love those things.  Still, really would have rather had liver, or kidneys, today.  I just didn't have onion, or kidneys.  I'll add them to my list.  Danged delicious once you acquire a taste for them.  And, honestly, it didn't take long.

Of course, I have been on keto for a long time.  And am nearing carnivore.  I eat sugar maybe one every few months, and wheat foods a few times a month, both groups in very limited amounts.  So my tastes have altered.  Heck, raw kefir has a sweet taste, to me, at this point.  And it is far more sour than raw/unflavored yogurt.  So... yeah.  Even the kidneys, with a bit of butter, have a sweet sort of taste.

I'll get my shower.  I will.  And, I'll do a bit more.  Thirsty though.  But, first, I'll reset kefir.  I put in my order for dairy.  And I am checking my balances and arrangements.  Trying to keep up.  I don't mind taking my checking down.  Leaving it to them isn't... a good call.  I know, with checking, but it isn't safe in the house.  And would lose just as much even if I could keep it here safely.

Ugh...  Anyway.  Yeah, I had to laugh.  I suspect that was sent as a jest, or... sometimes a query.  They are never sure.  Disbelief is great, if... your sure.  When you aren't sure?  Then it's... a form of denial.  A surrender to a form of fear, with specific disbeliefs.  I don't care, one way or the other.  Too old to prove much, ill.  Or... am I?  Just being still alive is... a bit of a tricky widget.  Later.