Really am feeling rough.

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To be absolutely honest, for the last... six months?  I've been feeling ill most days.  A bit of nausea, always.  As if I was on a circus ride which slightly unbalanced me.  But... semi-permanently.  I haven't gotten directly ill from it, but too, I take it easier.  I think it started when I started medicine up again.  Some of what I am taking is... rather... old.  Will see when I get on only and all fresh stuff.  Some of it is from 2020, maybe 2019?  I... wanted to start, so started with what I had.

Never can be sure, right?  But, when the new batch comes in, I can start with all fresh stuff... if I will use what of the last order I got.  So I should have two orders of fresh stuff, minus the water pills.  That wasn't in the batch I first got, but should be in this next batch.  Never did get that reordered, just using old stuff.

Though, too, it may be the house.  It needs aired out, but had cooled down too much.  Ugh.  I try, but life is as it is.

I received the first motorcycle helmet.  It's a 2x, but still seems rather tight.  Though, maybe, that is right?  I just... I'm not sure.  A bit claustrophobic in there.  They say you need to get used to them, like boots... wear them in.  I don't know.  I'll check with my neighbor.  He is closer to my size.  I'll measure his skull, let him try it, and just... see.  Too tight and it's bad, too loose and it is bad.  But... what is just right?  Ugh.

This one is heavy.  BUT... was developed in a wind tunnel to have lift at speed, reducing weight.  The other one coming is made of lighter materials, if not quite the lightest, best, top of the line, and intermediate to moderately higher quality.  And is modular, so if I'm having trouble with claustrophobia, I can open it up a bit as needed to relieve that, slowly getting used to a more enclosed system.  Ugh.

I wrote my friend.  Told him about the bike, plans for the Philippines and Argentina and how the bike fits in, and telling him about being impressed with his tastes in music.  That song he liked is... older than me.  Anyway...

So... did what I could.  Now to sort through a bit of life?  Dunno.  But... hoping to get to some work yet today.  Or just relax and try to ease that annoying nausea, and general feeling of upset stomach, and else.  Plus, wear the helmet, for short periods of time, in order to begin trying to become accustomed to it.  Ugh.  Later.