Tuesday, March 5, 2024

A few troubles.

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The leg is hurting, the wound.  From walking all over today, plus the shower and bandaging are doing their things... debriding the wound site.  Walking speeds that up, by grinding the packing, leg movement, and else.  Getting a bunch of things done is good, but there are various prices.

Was getting so many calls, and texts, and such, while sleeping.  Trying to sleep.  My mother had called twice.  I answered the last time, but her call didn't go through.  So, I called her back, but my call went directly to voice messaging.  I'm still not sure if she is tinkering with her phone, or someone who hates her.  She... would do it... because.  Or she gets angry.  Or... such.  Others, there, might do it because she is otherwise on the phone all the time.  Jealousy?  Some old folk, especially those with no children?  Can be harshly hateful, jealous, devious, evil.

There is something about going against the order of nature that... can ruin people.  Especially at the end of life.  Though?  Maybe it's the nursing home.  They want her gone.  Medicare/medicaid doesn't pay as much as insured or self-pay.  They may want her to feel isolated, and so die.  We... live in a dark world.  Those of the world?  Will eat anyone in the way of another nickel, or who have something they desire.

Well, and there is the "free phone" she got.  As mentioned, I am beginning to suspect the program is used for spam calling.  They use other people's phone numbers.  Sometimes, for programs like that, filled with corrupt bureaucrats, or stupid ones, or both?  Yeah... they just allow it, sell it to gangs, or gangs get workers in their, through dei hiring, and take over the programs, pushing the old whites out.  Not that old white bureaucrats can be trusted much more.  It's just a matter of getting rid of a middle man.

Anyway.  No calls through, but we tried.  Of course... perhaps mom is just... losing it.  I can't say.  She is... getting up there.  But, it could be a grouping of those things, easily.  Not much I can do about it.

So tired still.  I just woke up for that last call.  Didn't really want to get up, but couldn't, immediately, get back to sleep.  About to make coffee.  Play the game for a bit.  Then go back to bed in an hour or two.  Yes, I can sleep on coffee.  I just can't sleep when sleep has been disturbed, until I can settle back down.  Takes a while.

Later, or goodnight.

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