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Yes, still alive.  Just... was busy gaming.  Mostly in coop, but sometimes, about half the time?  Solo.  Trying out the next version of the game.  Not sure it's doable.  Definitely not solo, not at the start.  Sure, they say so-and-whozitz is playing solo, and on the hardest setting!  But, what they don't tell you, is someone, or a group, got them decked out first.  THEN they did solo.  Or they just die every other step, and don't mind.

Now, some things, over time, you can sort out.  The "elites", mini-bosses, on the regular map, is what I call them.  You... probably won't figure out all of them, not on your own.  Coop peeps, online stuff.  Though y.t. has nothing of any real worth most of the time.  I am beggining to suspect the company polices y.t. of any good content, because they want to see their own guide book, which usually doesn't.  And, because they want the frustration.

It raises bp, and with so many having been infected with the vax, if their heart rate gets above a certain point?  Pop.  Why do you think it is atheletes and drug users keeling over.  Both of those are prone to elevating heart rates to above... what... 180?  190?  Which... was mostly safe, before the "vax".  But now, with compromised hearts?  *pop*  They... want those who don't buy their guides to go *pop*.  Check.  Everything is weaponized against people, these days.  Even "entertainment".

So, yeah.  That just isn't going to happen.  Though maybe.  The other problem is my coop partner may be about to hit busy season.  Or... maybe he is just burned out on it.  Don't know.  Though the wife will only put up with just so much.  As with the rest of the world.  They... expect a lot out of a man, in that station.  Work, work, work, and die young.  Honest truth.  No (good) way out of it.  I had to die three times, plus, and suffer like hell while... waiting to die a final time?  Something.  Not worth it, mates, not worth it at all.  Die, or get off the pot.  So... what if you are glued to the pot?  Ugh.

We are getting spits more of snow, here and there.  And it is sometimes coming down wet, then hard freezing.  It's... been in like a lion this year.  Afraid it won't be out like a lamb.  Though, April showers will bring May flowers?  Things I remember hearing in... second grade?  First?

Hopefully I can get out, before too long, and pay my phone, get it hooked back up.  I changed it, with the thought I would be buying a new phone this month.  I'm... thinking I will be canceling that.  The price is right, given the givens.  But it's a three year plan.  I... don't think so.  I'm... looking at going another way.  Maybe.

I may check into this through the month.  Just... to get rid of V.  They haven't been good for me.  And get rid of the isp, while at it?  If... it spends out, it would be worth it.  Then... figure out how to get the phone I want.  Ugh.  I'm tired of the leftism of all these companies, and having seemingly no alternative.  I'll... be looking into this.  Getting rid of some broken systems, services, and devices, if so.

Just got a shower in tonight.  Had been leaving my wound alone.  Letting it be, for a few days.  After the shower tonight, I bandaged it, again, with ointment.  That'll take the scab off.  *sigh*  It felt pretty good not having it open, for a while.  Might do that ever few weeks, regardless of what the docs say.  It's... nice to have it dry and and scab over.  So much less painful.  But... back to it.  The ointment and bandaging will take that scab off by tomorrow or the day after.  It just slowly chews at it.  Though, probably on the shorter end, after that very long hot shower.

Hungry, but can't eat.  Isn't that the way of it?  Later, or goodnight.

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Done!  Well, I haven't signed up, or else.  But I found the details, the site(s) I need to visit, have the addies stored... yes.  It seems steep, and is.  But compared to what I am paying now?  Not so bad.  It's just that I have to pay it all up front.  Though I do need to niggle out a few details.  Wrong word?  Good!