Been thinking.

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The bike, and myself, front over front.  I rolled... forward... three times.  He said I looked like a kid having a tantrum.  I... was infamous for that, as a toddler.  Or... so I have been told.  It fits.

The bike?  I don't know.  I'll ask more.  Thirty miles an hour?  Hmm.  I had imagined that I would have been flicked, sideways.  He says no.  I'm not sure.  Thirty is pretty slow for a bike and bigger rider to tumble?  The only thing I sort of think I might remember was feeling that the throttle was stuck, and that I wanted to find the breaks... front.  I felt stuck, trapped.

I've been looking for examples.  Finding riders going over the front handle bars is somewhat rare.  He did say a wobble was happening.  Oh... one other thing?  I am pretty sure I was afraid of the bike getting me.  It... weighs more than I do, by around a hundred fifty.  And... I just felt like it was coming my way.  It ended up following me.  But didn't clip me.  I didn't remember, when it was all said and done, if it had.  Save there wasn't anything that might have indicated it.

Was daydreaming.  So went looking.  Found one group of vids, with many accidents.  Only two which seemed to be over the front.  I'll have to ask him.  He was a ways back.  So his perspective?  Well, he seems pretty sure about what he saw.

Ah, the video of videos, and the times for the two which look closer.  Now, they were going a lot faster, but they also had a lot of gear on.  The timestamps are 22:47 and 32:45.  I'm guessing closer to the second one.  Then I got ahead of the bike.  Then it... passed me by.

He said it looks like I was tangled in with the bike, too, for a bit.  Maybe the last one?  I don't know.  Meh.

Well.  Doing better, mostly.  The bruise doesn't hurt.  The ankle and knee are sore and stiff, better and worse, off and on.  My urine is a bit dark, but seemed to be that before the accident.  If there is a problem, it's probably not from the accident.

Yes, gear... from now on.  And... I'll... only do more when I am far more sure.  I wanted to try to just push through, and wasn't really ready.  Live and learn.  If you live?  Best... to learn.  I have learned, I think.  Goodnight.